Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Angry

Go Away






I just dun like it.
I dun care whoever it is, or whether I'm doing the same thing.
I just HATE it.
Maaybe cuz I had a bad experience before.



But you seem to have forgotten.



I seriously hate it.



Maybe we should seriously consider NOT going there together.

Because I know I can never feel good about it.
And I totally detest it.






I dunno why. But it's getting into me.
And I think it forever will.
Maybe it's just me.
But I DUN CARE.
It's me me me me me me me me me then.



Remember you do have a yellow card.
I dun.
Or just you didn't catch me with one.
So.
I WIN.
Fullstop.



And I dun wan to talk to you for the next few days.
GO AWAY.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Happy bday polly

Happy Birthday Polly!




Just wishing Polly a very happy Sweet Sixteen!! Or Eighteen!!
Doesn't matter the number huh....as long as it's not hitting thirties...
Hmmm...who said about the "lao cb" thing again?? *roars*

Hope you enjoyed your birthday anywayz!
Hope you stay cute and pretty and healthy always!!

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Anyway...many things to update.

Today is a "for-har"=fucking pissed day for me....
one thing after another.

i just hate stoopid people.
And NO I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU SO DUN NEED TO GET SO SENSITIVE.



ANd so. dun step on my f**king short tail cuz I dun give face.

And I've been nice enough. Or so I think.
BLEAH.
And oh. I dun F**king care...
*sticks out my tongue*=just in case you dun koe what BLEAH means...


Well. Too many things has happened, and I recently thought about alot of things...
Haiz...
So sianz...as if I not stress enough.

I am so so tired....
It's so hard trying to be okay...
And everything will be fine...
It's soooooooo tiring...



Anyway, will pull myself together soon..


Or so I hope....

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Worried

Worried






Just feeling very stressed and worried.

I wonder if I can do it.


Got a disappointing response from him today. Though I know what he meant but still...
Think only ding ding knows what I mean....but.....



I WILL DO IT.


And I can.





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Anyway, I just finished watching DVD with dar, Perfect Strangers.

Got the disc quite sometime ago but haven watched it, so decided to watch it today.

Really interesting show...

Fav quote:
"A secret will only be a secret if it's never found out"



So, my theory is, zi shi bao bu zhu huo de (paper cannot cover up fire).
If you dun wanna be found out...dun do it in the first place.





Anyways, some things can't and will not be forgotton. Ever.






I wonder if there are still many secrets hiding.........


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Back to my topic...



I am really really worried.

God......I hate this kind of feeling....



Note: I tio toto today!!!! Although it's just 3 1/2 numbers, which means I only tio $20 but I still very happy!!! Very long never tio bei beo liao mah!!!


Yeah. and I will update on Marvin's bday celebration soon...