Migration!

I'm migrating again!


Haha. This time to wordpress liao.

So adios blogspot...hello wordpress!

Visit me @ absolutelyjuliana.wordpress.com

Something wrong

Think the photo that I was using exceeded the bandwidth and hence now I cannot use the photo lor.


Eh I am a computer idiot so I decided to just revert to the basic one till I migrate to wordpress or something.



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I hate coughs.


And I am so coughing away.



Arrgh.


So sickening.. And I am going away tomorrow!!!


Will my cough please recover??



Anyway, the funny part about this trip is, I found out that one of my friend is going there too!
And alone lor....*sweat*

I have been wanting to meet her, and I didn't for like a zillion years cuz she's damn busy.
And hahahah, we'll be seeing each other there!!!

The irony of life huh..


Anyway, I am pretty excited about going...my virgin time there lei.
Hehe.


So excited!!




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Okie I am not done editing lah but just dun care liao.

Boring Sat

Boring Saturday....




Sweetheart is out the whole day dekitting his car. So I'm home alone.


Woke up at 2pm!! It's so boring!


And I'm so bored of the food downstairs that I cooked maggi mee, and campbell soup for lunch. Hah.



Have been Fb-ing and watching TV the whole day.





Actually, life in Singapore is so boring!



Honestly, besides work, all we can do is

Eat.
Sleep.
Watch movie.
KTV.
Kopi.
FB.
Watch DVD.
Play MJ.
Club.
Drink.
Eat.
Sleep.
Eat.
Sleep.
Eat.
Sleep.


See!! I seriously dun think there is much to do. Hahahahahahhaha...



Life is soooooo boring sometimes...


I need a life!!!!!!!!!




Actually, I need a drink.


I haven had a drink in a long time.


Now now, when was the last time I had a drink?


Think it was 3 weeks ago with Apple and Stella. But, I went late and so I didn't drink muchie.




Well, I hope to have a good drink with my besties soon!!



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I hope tomorrow we can all go to Science Centre!!!


Must confirm with them. Yeah yeah I want to go SC and see Da Vinci mah...



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And oh....my diet plan is super failing.


It's so farking difficult to not eat rice, bread, noodles and most carbo!


Knn, then liddat eat simi?!


Nothing mah!!


Then lim bu dunno how to cook. And so naturally will eat outside ma.


And so....it's farking tough to diet lah. Pui pui pui.




Thou shall just remain fat. Hahaha..


Maybe my new blog addy should be fattyjuju.wordpress.com


Wahahahhah.



KNN!!!!!!

Dead Blog

Blog? What Blog??


I dun seem to be blogging nowadays.



Cuz there simply isn't much to blog about.



Anyway, mine is an ultra boring blog. Hahahah...



I am sooooooooooooo lost. I feel like I have not achieved anything yet in my life...and it's like....

I'm useless. Bah.

That's a pretty gross feeling.



Sounds like mid life crisis and depression to me. hah





I have so much to think and worry about. And that's the worst part. I just think.



Think and think and think and think and think.




And probably, since the last time I remembered, I have been thinking of the same damn things that I had been thinking.



Means nothing has changed!



Fuckadoodoo.




I hate this.



And...whatever.......................


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By the way, I am thinking of shifting my blog to wordpress too cuz this farking blogger always has problems. And yes....I like the password protected part. Tee hee hee.



Hey, do I need to pay for that?? I also dunno siah.



And so......I am trying to figure out a new blog name, and I can't think of anything!
Pardon my lousy english lah. I am seriously not a very creative person. Hah.


My blog started with tequilajulez. Just becuz I love tequila shots last time.


And then, I changed to tequilafit. Cuz Lim bu drives a fit.


So DUH.




Any suggestions???

Lost

Lost~~~~



I have no idea what to write.



Tried to make a decision. But it's not easy to do it.


Haiz.




It's like a crossroad.


But either this route or that route is also damn difficult.




I really need to sit down and think carefully.


Argh.







I am so fan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!

dead blog

Dead...(an out of point berri long post)





OKAY...



My blog is kinda dead. Hah.




Well, there are lots of events happening but I'm just too darn lazy to blog bout it. Bah...





And yes...the pissifying issue that has been irritating the hell outta me!!




You know when you are caught in a "lan-lan" situation?




Where you just ish unhappy about doing something BUT it's just not nice to decline the request?



Then have to LL do it but you know in your heart you are super pissed or buay gam buan about it...?






I HATE THIS FEELING.






I hate the obligated feeling. Like I'm obligated to do this for you...to blah blah blah...






I am not a very patient person to begin with. Most of the time, I try to be diplomatic. Sometimes, I just like to whine and get my way. And in the process of doing that...too bad if I managed to piss you off...But....I am pretty nice most of the times. Or that's what I think. And honestly, I dun give a shit if you are thinking otherwise.

Sometimes we do things that we really want to, sometimes we do things because we have to.






BUT...Life is all about choices, sometimes you have to do certain things because it seems like the right thing to do. You may be doing it willingly, or maybe not.

So.....why are there situations where you will do certain things even though you dun feel like it?

Ahh.....so if you even feel an inkling of unhappiness when you are doing it, why are you still doing it?





Reason to me...is simple.




But I dun wan to write it here. Hahah.






At the end of the day, I just HATE the LL feeling. Because, I am true to me, myself and I. I hate the feeling of being fakeo and smiling to "that" person when you totally ish angry, unhappy or what nots..

Why be so fake?





When I'm happy. I show it. When I'm not, I SHOW IT.






Yesh yesh sometimes it's all bout the diplomacy and all.......and I agree to a certain extent we have to put on that facade to certain situations...because we have to....

Like, you couldn't possibly ask your boss to f**k off cuz he just screwed you upside down for a minor issue you dun even think it's your fault. And even if you dun think it's your fault, you will just apologize...and look like you mean it...and prolly go downstairs and smoke and curse the hell outta him...






Sad truth ain't it?



Most of us are actually hiding behind a mask......




but then again...Cuz we are all but humans....






But, I do try to my best to be honest and open about my feelings.






But I learnt what honesty/openess can do to you. And after that...you just realized that most people aren't that reliable after all. Worse still, they can back stab you.




I've got my fair share of back stabbing...and then you wonder....why.....






Another sad truth?





You can only trust yourself.





Yeah I know some of you have already learnt that. For me, I trust people around me a lot. Especially friends. Call me gullible, but that's who I am.



And the sad part ish, I'm actually learning how to ermm be more cautious?...

haha but it's hard when it's kinda innate I guess. It's like you're a talkative person and i keep asking you to shut up.





Oh well, I just keep getting out of point. There's a reason why I keep failing my essays, cuz I just can't keep to the point de....



All in all, I just detest the lan lan feeling lah, especially when you take me for granted too. Sometimes there are just things that I seriously seriously dun wan....but have to lanlan lanlan wan....

It's just not that simple sometimes...




Arrrghhhh....



Pui chao nua lah...



Note: I am beginning to feel I am more forgiving towards people. but not ever the you know who lah. Kinda think it's call ageing..wahahah...

Hello

Hello!



Yes.....


I know my birthday has passed for over a month liao...cuz Miss Yaya keeps reminding me...



Haha..actually lots of stuffs to update, but just that very lazy mah..




Anyway, May was a month full of activities! Until one stage I just wished there wasn't anything on and I can nua at home and enjoy my bed with the air-con on. The weather is TERRIBLE!!



It's so freaking hot I can melt..






Yesterday met up with Marilyn darling for a cuppa coffee. Esther was supposed to join but she and Meg was sick. So me and Miss Chan was melting there till we actually drank beer in the hot afternoon...haha...we were pretty full from our lunch so we decided to push back dinner till next week and Esther n Meg can join us...





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Nowadays, I di di meet up with GSS and YY couple...until I ham bin and dream of them...wahahaha...But you know I love ya two muchie also hor...kekekeke...



Well, going to driving range later with YY and Chua....and we are eating chicken rice for dinner.
Now now...........how to lose weight liddat?!!