Some things that you think are important are actually not.
We tend to take many things for granted...
There has to be effort in doing everything...whether it is family, work or friends.
The saying of realizing the importance of something once you've lost is is sadly true....
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A friend of mine passed on bout 2 weeks ago...
He was a very fun-loving, nice and great friend. Although I haven had the chance to know him better, he made a little impact in my life for that short period of time. He always seemed so happy...and I was damn shocked upon receiving the news. It was his decison, and we all have to respect it.
But you know you'll be deeply missed by many of us...
The troubles you were facing was actually so huge that you made that decison.
Sometimes I wonder what so many of us are troubled about...we are always worried bout this and that....but I guess most of us would never reach that stage, nor do we have the courage to do that even though we may be facing alot of problems in our life. And everyone has problems...
But if problems can be solved somehow it won't be a problem anymore. I guess it's just our own perception.
Another dear friend of mine is so stressed up with her family problems. A family member has cancer and everyone is so damn worried and upset.
I know the helplessness you feel becuz you feel you can't do anything much. Although I wouldn't totally understand what you are going thru, I hope you and your family will pull thru this ordeal together.
And I will be there if you need me, although I might not be of much help.
Another friend told me she so miss talking to her dad, who passed away due to liver cancer. And I was so ashamed and upset becuz I dun think I had done enough as a daughter, chat more with my dad and mum....and you know sometimes when our parents nag at us we feel they are irritating? Some people dun even have that chance to talk to their parents anymore...
So, I just feel most of us are just taking things for granted, taking out lives for granted, and caring bout things that are so not important in the first place...
But...I guess it's only thru experience that you learn bout the little facts of life....and I'm still learning....
I appreciate that I have my family and I know they will be for there for me.....
I appreciate that I have a great boss and colleagues....
I appreciate that I have friends who are true and love me for who I am...
I appreciate that I have a loving boyfriend who cares bout me and loves me for who I am despite of all the shortcomings I have...
I appreciate and thank God everyday that I am alive and healthy and so are my family and friends...
Appreciation.....sometimes we just forget to appreciate, and be thankful...
But it's not too late to start...
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On another note, yesterday was my dearest mummy's birthday!
We went out for a Jap buffet dinner at Link Hotel, Akira Jap Restuarant. The food is not bad and it's not very ex...can try if you like jap food....I so totally heart jap food...I think I is the "chi bu xian" (dun get sick of it) jap food one....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!
May you stay healthy and happy forever! And I love you so!!
Will post up photos soon....enough.....*winkz*
