I can't

I can't.



I just can't.




No matter if it's 1 month, 1 year or 10 years.



I can't. And I won't.



Dun tell me I should.




I sometimes wish I could.





I'm tired. I'm very tired of trying.



It's more difficult for me than you think.


It's so difficult when you are facing this alone.

And I have to pretend that sometimes everything is just okay.



Like the show I watched yesterday.

FIRST RULE.

Morale of the story: Dun assume things like they are based on the surface.



Very very tired.
So. Just stop.