Love me the way I am

Migration!

2009-09-15T18:25:00.002+08:00

I'm migrating again!

Haha. This time to wordpress liao.

So adios blogspot...hello wordpress!

Visit me @ absolutelyjuliana.wordpress.com

Something wrong

2009-09-01T10:58:00.006+08:00

Think the photo that I was using exceeded the bandwidth and hence now I cannot use the photo lor.

Eh I am a computer idiot so I decided to just revert to the basic one till I migrate to wordpress or something.

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I hate coughs.

And I am so coughing away.

Arrgh.

So sickening.. And I am going away tomorrow!!!

Will my cough please recover??

Anyway, the funny part about this trip is, I found out that one of my friend is going there too!
And alone lor....*sweat*

I have been wanting to meet her, and I didn't for like a zillion years cuz she's damn busy.
And hahahah, we'll be seeing each other there!!!

The irony of life huh..

Anyway, I am pretty excited about going...my virgin time there lei.
Hehe.

So excited!!

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Okie I am not done editing lah but just dun care liao.

Boring Sat

2009-08-15T18:06:00.003+08:00

Boring Saturday....

Sweetheart is out the whole day dekitting his car. So I'm home alone.

Woke up at 2pm!! It's so boring!

And I'm so bored of the food downstairs that I cooked maggi mee, and campbell soup for lunch. Hah.

Have been Fb-ing and watching TV the whole day.

Actually, life in Singapore is so boring!

Honestly, besides work, all we can do is

Eat.
Sleep.
Watch movie.
KTV.
Kopi.
FB.
Watch DVD.
Play MJ.
Club.
Drink.
Eat.
Sleep.
Eat.
Sleep.
Eat.
Sleep.

See!! I seriously dun think there is much to do. Hahahahahahhaha...

Life is soooooo boring sometimes...

I need a life!!!!!!!!!

Actually, I need a drink.

I haven had a drink in a long time.

Now now, when was the last time I had a drink?

Think it was 3 weeks ago with Apple and Stella. But, I went late and so I didn't drink muchie.

Well, I hope to have a good drink with my besties soon!!

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I hope tomorrow we can all go to Science Centre!!!

Must confirm with them. Yeah yeah I want to go SC and see Da Vinci mah...

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And oh....my diet plan is super failing.

It's so farking difficult to not eat rice, bread, noodles and most carbo!

Knn, then liddat eat simi?!

Nothing mah!!

Then lim bu dunno how to cook. And so naturally will eat outside ma.

And so....it's farking tough to diet lah. Pui pui pui.

Thou shall just remain fat. Hahaha..

Maybe my new blog addy should be fattyjuju.wordpress.com

Wahahahhah.

KNN!!!!!!

Dead Blog

2009-08-14T15:47:00.003+08:00

Blog? What Blog??

I dun seem to be blogging nowadays.

Cuz there simply isn't much to blog about.

Anyway, mine is an ultra boring blog. Hahahah...

I am sooooooooooooo lost. I feel like I have not achieved anything yet in my life...and it's like....

I'm useless. Bah.

That's a pretty gross feeling.

Sounds like mid life crisis and depression to me. hah

I have so much to think and worry about. And that's the worst part. I just think.

Think and think and think and think and think.

And probably, since the last time I remembered, I have been thinking of the same damn things that I had been thinking.

Means nothing has changed!

Fuckadoodoo.

I hate this.

And...whatever.......................

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By the way, I am thinking of shifting my blog to wordpress too cuz this farking blogger always has problems. And yes....I like the password protected part. Tee hee hee.

Hey, do I need to pay for that?? I also dunno siah.

And so......I am trying to figure out a new blog name, and I can't think of anything!
Pardon my lousy english lah. I am seriously not a very creative person. Hah.

My blog started with tequilajulez. Just becuz I love tequila shots last time.

And then, I changed to tequilafit. Cuz Lim bu drives a fit.

So DUH.

Any suggestions???

Lost

2009-07-21T01:00:00.002+08:00

Lost~~~~

I have no idea what to write.

Tried to make a decision. But it's not easy to do it.

Haiz.

It's like a crossroad.

But either this route or that route is also damn difficult.

I really need to sit down and think carefully.

Argh.

I am so fan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!

dead blog

2009-06-24T02:01:00.004+08:00

Dead...(an out of point berri long post)

OKAY...

My blog is kinda dead. Hah.

Well, there are lots of events happening but I'm just too darn lazy to blog bout it. Bah...

And yes...the pissifying issue that has been irritating the hell outta me!!

You know when you are caught in a "lan-lan" situation?

Where you just ish unhappy about doing something BUT it's just not nice to decline the request?

Then have to LL do it but you know in your heart you are super pissed or buay gam buan about it...?

I HATE THIS FEELING.

I hate the obligated feeling. Like I'm obligated to do this for you...to blah blah blah...

I am not a very patient person to begin with. Most of the time, I try to be diplomatic. Sometimes, I just like to whine and get my way. And in the process of doing that...too bad if I managed to piss you off...But....I am pretty nice most of the times. Or that's what I think. And honestly, I dun give a shit if you are thinking otherwise.

Sometimes we do things that we really want to, sometimes we do things because we have to.

BUT...Life is all about choices, sometimes you have to do certain things because it seems like the right thing to do. You may be doing it willingly, or maybe not.

So.....why are there situations where you will do certain things even though you dun feel like it?

Ahh.....so if you even feel an inkling of unhappiness when you are doing it, why are you still doing it?

Reason to me...is simple.

But I dun wan to write it here. Hahah.

At the end of the day, I just HATE the LL feeling. Because, I am true to me, myself and I. I hate the feeling of being fakeo and smiling to "that" person when you totally ish angry, unhappy or what nots..

Why be so fake?

When I'm happy. I show it. When I'm not, I SHOW IT.

Yesh yesh sometimes it's all bout the diplomacy and all.......and I agree to a certain extent we have to put on that facade to certain situations...because we have to....

Like, you couldn't possibly ask your boss to f**k off cuz he just screwed you upside down for a minor issue you dun even think it's your fault. And even if you dun think it's your fault, you will just apologize...and look like you mean it...and prolly go downstairs and smoke and curse the hell outta him...

Sad truth ain't it?

Most of us are actually hiding behind a mask......

but then again...Cuz we are all but humans....

But, I do try to my best to be honest and open about my feelings.

But I learnt what honesty/openess can do to you. And after that...you just realized that most people aren't that reliable after all. Worse still, they can back stab you.

I've got my fair share of back stabbing...and then you wonder....why.....

Another sad truth?

You can only trust yourself.

Yeah I know some of you have already learnt that. For me, I trust people around me a lot. Especially friends. Call me gullible, but that's who I am.

And the sad part ish, I'm actually learning how to ermm be more cautious?...

haha but it's hard when it's kinda innate I guess. It's like you're a talkative person and i keep asking you to shut up.

Oh well, I just keep getting out of point. There's a reason why I keep failing my essays, cuz I just can't keep to the point de....

All in all, I just detest the lan lan feeling lah, especially when you take me for granted too. Sometimes there are just things that I seriously seriously dun wan....but have to lanlan lanlan wan....

It's just not that simple sometimes...

Arrrghhhh....

Pui chao nua lah...

Note: I am beginning to feel I am more forgiving towards people. but not ever the you know who lah. Kinda think it's call ageing..wahahah...

Hello

2009-05-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Yes.....

I know my birthday has passed for over a month liao...cuz Miss Yaya keeps reminding me...

Haha..actually lots of stuffs to update, but just that very lazy mah..

Anyway, May was a month full of activities! Until one stage I just wished there wasn't anything on and I can nua at home and enjoy my bed with the air-con on. The weather is TERRIBLE!!

It's so freaking hot I can melt..

Yesterday met up with Marilyn darling for a cuppa coffee. Esther was supposed to join but she and Meg was sick. So me and Miss Chan was melting there till we actually drank beer in the hot afternoon...haha...we were pretty full from our lunch so we decided to push back dinner till next week and Esther n Meg can join us...

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Nowadays, I di di meet up with GSS and YY couple...until I ham bin and dream of them...wahahaha...But you know I love ya two muchie also hor...kekekeke...

Well, going to driving range later with YY and Chua....and we are eating chicken rice for dinner.
Now now...........how to lose weight liddat?!!

Happy Birthday to me!

2009-04-17T12:35:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!

Finally! The day has come that would not turn back...

And now I Sa-chup-bo-hang-zhao (No change for thirty)...

It's a eeewwwww feeling!!

But I am so gonna embrace it and I wish myself a very Happy Birthday, may all my wishes come true, and may I grow to be a better person and more mature...and......

actually I got a lot of things to wish for...HAHAHA...

Anyway, thanks to all for the birthday wishes! Tonight gonna have a little celebration with friends....I hope it would be fun!!

Lastly.....

May I not have a hangover tomorrow....

My bad

2009-04-14T01:28:00.002+08:00

Lotza Late Posts

Yeah Yeah I have lots of stuffs I didn't update I think. Haha.
Until I dun remember what exactly I didn't update!

Coming up soon in my next post...

*Trip to BKK with GSS and YY.

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My 30th Birthday

Hah. I can't believe my BIG 3 is coming in another 3 days!!!!!!!!!

I tink and tink and tink, whether I should celebrate. But, I like being with my friends mah..and SO.....

I am having a little celebration! Hopefully will be fun lah. But most importantly...hope everybody will be happy!

Hee...details up soon!!

I am so an Aries! I heart being one too....lalalalala.

Cockroach

2009-03-27T02:47:00.005+08:00

I HATE Cockroaches

I saw a stoopid small XiaoQiang in my car!!!

When I was going back from Bottle Tree...after yaya's "she think 25 is very old auntie liao" Birthday celebration....the stoopid XQ was in the driver's seat!!!

Yes. I know it's the small one. But I scared mah!

The funniest part was, I was wailing away cuz Latte in the toilet mah. Then yaya shouted at him....

I was busy staring at my driver's seat...So I didn't really bother about what was going on...

Latte was describing to me about the scenrio:

Latte- walking towards his car

Yaya-shouting to him "AH JU KU LIAO...KUAI DIAN..."

Latte: "Har??? TA TU LIAO? (vomit)"

Yaya: "BU SHI...TA ZAI KU!!!"

Note: btw I wasn't crying la...

As i was saying...I was just looking out for the XQ.....

and then....

Then all I hear was *door closes*....*zoom zoom*.......*zoom zoom*....*zoom zoom*...

All zhao liao....

JUST nobody care about me lor!!!!!!

Wahahhaha...can you imagine the scenrio...like I so pathetic standing outside my car not daring to sit inside...then all my friends just zhao liao....LOL

Anyway, latte was sweet enough to let me drive his car and he drives mine.

I dunno where the hell is XQ. But I ain't gonna make him my pet. (Cuz latte got a pet lizard at home)

I HATE COCKROACHES. Why didn't they die along with the dinosaurs!

Excited

2009-03-16T17:10:00.003+08:00

Special Day

Today is a very special day for me. Hmmm, I would say it's a special First Time.

I never reached this stage before mah. :p

Kinda very excited 'bout it. But it's like 3 years later then can get it is DAMN sian lah. But still, it's my Firstie! And now I wish time would pass faster so I can get what I've always wanted...sooner...

but hor, it may not be confirmed lei...

Bo pi it will proceed as planned.....

On the sidenote, I have to be stuck in the area which I detest in the past, for a very long time.
Pui!!

Impulsive

2009-03-12T01:19:00.006+08:00

Impulsiveness

I just wanted to be cheapo neh-neh and go for a $7 pedicure. yes, SEVEN DOLLARS.

So the cheapo neh-neh me went and enjoyed my cheapo neh-neh pedicure, thinking I will never sign any package. cuz recession mah!

The service is pretty good, ok place, And of course in between my pedi, there came the sales pitch. I thought I will not be swayed ( I am in sales wat. simi sales pitch.)

But......

The package was really tempting!

And so, in my impulsiveness, I signed a package that is prolly 2 to 3 times the cost of a normal package?
I dunno. never signed any package b4. I think my package can let me go my manicure and pedicure like 35 times???

Nevertheless, I feel their service is pretty good and they have a wide range of other services too!
If you wanna know more can let me know, will be glad to refer that place to you. (Apparantly they only do referral business, not sure how true it is :x)

So, there goes my crazy little impulsive pampering! -despite the recession. Bleah.

Coffee

2009-03-08T03:31:00.003+08:00

Coffee

Yesterday I just got to know I got a new nickname.

My surname is Mock...and with my name...

I got alot of nicknames la...

Julie la
Anna la
ah ju la
ah mock la
mocky la
mocky mock la
julia-ma la
juju la

and I think still got a lot more lah.

And I still have another nickname....

Called Mocka.

I didn't get it at first.....

Then they told me it meant Mocha....but spelt Mocka...

Wahahha...

Dar's surname is Tay, they always call him Ah Tay....so his nickname is Latte....

Now...they call me Mocka....aka Mocha....

Wahahahhahahaha....

Latte and Mocha!

Why hadn't I thought of it before?!

So I shall start the loving story of the cuppa coffees of Latte and Mocha.....

Woo Hoo!

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Anywayz.....out of point...but....

I really have to get Yishun meh?????? Meh meh meh???

Really meh???????

Arrrrghhh...

*pulls hair*

I really do not like the North very much. Abeit the fact I had been staying here for the past 2 years. But, I still like the central alot mah!

Sigh.

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I is so irritated now.

I shall not care anymore.

Pui pui pui.

I know!!

2009-03-06T22:49:00.005+08:00

I know I know!!!!

Yesh.....I haven't update recently...hahah

I kinda just enjoy reading other people's blogs. Cuz I am just not a writer lah...

Anyway, I had my haircut just now. Now it's really short!
With the dut-dut fringe!

Hahaha...haven take photo lah. Will do it soon.....
(Yes my definition of soon and your soon is different :p)

I am going to watch Marley and Me with Yaya and Alvin....

I think it's gonna be a great show!

Latte

2009-02-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

Valentine's Day

How was your Valentine's yesterday? I so miss my cuppa Latte mah.....

I was nuaing at home then went over Ding Ding place play mahjong....then went over to Geographer to celebrate V day...hahahahaha...I was there damn late lah kena forced to drink...

Super gone...again.......Anyway...I had fun!
Today super hangover....

I so so miss my latte mah.....
Bleah....

One more day! lalalalala....

Importance

2009-02-13T03:27:00.005+08:00

The Importance of...

Talking to a few people these few days made me realize:

Some things that you think are important are actually not.

We tend to take many things for granted...

There has to be effort in doing everything...whether it is family, work or friends.

The saying of realizing the importance of something once you've lost is is sadly true....

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A friend of mine passed on bout 2 weeks ago...
He was a very fun-loving, nice and great friend. Although I haven had the chance to know him better, he made a little impact in my life for that short period of time. He always seemed so happy...and I was damn shocked upon receiving the news. It was his decison, and we all have to respect it.
But you know you'll be deeply missed by many of us...

The troubles you were facing was actually so huge that you made that decison.
Sometimes I wonder what so many of us are troubled about...we are always worried bout this and that....but I guess most of us would never reach that stage, nor do we have the courage to do that even though we may be facing alot of problems in our life. And everyone has problems...

But if problems can be solved somehow it won't be a problem anymore. I guess it's just our own perception.

Another dear friend of mine is so stressed up with her family problems. A family member has cancer and everyone is so damn worried and upset.
I know the helplessness you feel becuz you feel you can't do anything much. Although I wouldn't totally understand what you are going thru, I hope you and your family will pull thru this ordeal together.
And I will be there if you need me, although I might not be of much help.

Another friend told me she so miss talking to her dad, who passed away due to liver cancer. And I was so ashamed and upset becuz I dun think I had done enough as a daughter, chat more with my dad and mum....and you know sometimes when our parents nag at us we feel they are irritating? Some people dun even have that chance to talk to their parents anymore...

So, I just feel most of us are just taking things for granted, taking out lives for granted, and caring bout things that are so not important in the first place...

But...I guess it's only thru experience that you learn bout the little facts of life....and I'm still learning....

I appreciate that I have my family and I know they will be for there for me.....

I appreciate that I have a great boss and colleagues....

I appreciate that I have friends who are true and love me for who I am...

I appreciate that I have a loving boyfriend who cares bout me and loves me for who I am despite of all the shortcomings I have...

I appreciate and thank God everyday that I am alive and healthy and so are my family and friends...

Appreciation.....sometimes we just forget to appreciate, and be thankful...
But it's not too late to start...

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On another note, yesterday was my dearest mummy's birthday!

We went out for a Jap buffet dinner at Link Hotel, Akira Jap Restuarant. The food is not bad and it's not very ex...can try if you like jap food....I so totally heart jap food...I think I is the "chi bu xian" (dun get sick of it) jap food one....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!
May you stay healthy and happy forever! And I love you so!!

Will post up photos soon....enough.....*winkz*

Late!

2009-01-22T02:48:00.002+08:00

Late late late!!

Just read Andrew's blog...and then Esther's blog...and then....

I also haven update soooooo many photos and events....

Hahahh....

Yeah....seems like procrastination is in my blood......Boo!

And yeah....seems like I prefer reading blogs than updating mine! Kakakaka....

Well....I'll update when I want to....Cuz CNY is round the corner.....so everyone will be busy busy busy!!

Siao Lang

2009-01-21T01:09:00.003+08:00

Siao Lang

I wanted to update my bloggie yesterday cuz Latte fell asleep at 11pm as he was darn tired...

So...I was looking thru my photos in 2008.

And concluded that nothing much happened in 08, only a few significant ones...

I was kinda sianz. So......I jio Apple for kopi at 12 plus....

Hahahah.....and we actually went to la kopi at 1am....

Sometimes I think I is really a siao lang.....

So is Apple......muahahahahha.....

And so....I have to push back my THAT post again!! *grinz*

And yesh...I'm just feeling greenish today!

2008

2009-01-05T22:18:00.004+08:00

Yes....

2008 passed so soon I didn't have time to blog about it.

Just read Polly's blog and my mind went wondering what had I done in 2008.

I guessed quite alot of things happened in 2008. Good. And Bad.

I think to go thru the whole of last year I really have to look thru my photos man...

Hee. I do organise my photos one lei...according to date too. Hahahha...

Last year I think I had taken alooooooooooot of photos...so much it's taking up too much space in my lappy...

Well, I will go look through it and think thru what had happened in 2008.

What will be done in 2009.

What can be changed to be better.

So many many things.

BUT. I still sick lah so will think thru and post soon...hahahahha...

Well....a new look...for a new start....

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-29T02:56:00.001+08:00

I know it's a little late...

But Merry Christmas!

And a Happy New year!!!

Back from Sunway

2008-12-04T19:50:00.004+08:00

Back from my APM at Sunway Lagoon...

Hi guys!

I am back from KL le.
Super tiring...Hahaha...

But quite fun.

Think alot of people tried to look for me but can't call thru my phone...

Cuz...

I got Auto Roaming mah....So it's supposed to AUTO roam when I over seas ma rite?

WRONG.

Hahahahaha...I tot it will just auto switch to M'sia network mah!
I forgot have to call in and activate.

Oh well....I had 3 days of peace anywayz.

And my new HTC phone is so fuck up...

WHen I got it...it has a bluetooth hardware problem.
So it was within the 14 days mah. So I went down and got a 1 for 1 exchange.

Now....something wrong again with the buttons or wat...

It will like auto scroll lor...

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PUI....

I think I cai dao da bian (Step on shit).
New phone...no...TWO new phones also got problem....

Pui pui pui.........

Will upload photos soon........I hope.....hahahaahhahah

Depression

2008-11-28T03:08:00.003+08:00

*Wonders*

Would you know that you're in depression if you're in one?

Overwhelmed?

2008-11-24T22:26:00.004+08:00

Overwhelmed??

I was so surprised...that probably I was so overwhelmed/busy/stressed up/ignoring/i cannot think of anymore verbs, by my work and my mundane life, that I...............

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forgot Christmas is coming!

I love X'mas.......not sure will I be darn happy then though.....

Damn...

And I'm sick.....started with my cough...and running nose...and now...fever.....

P.S Yes I still haven update much on my boring life...

Buffet

2008-11-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

Buffet.

Ok. Firstly.....I know...I haven been updating...

No mood plus busy lah.
So will update with photos again.

Bad mood today. The only thing that made me happy was the buffet show! Haha.

I was just watching the channel 8 show...

"Yong Yuan Chi Bu Fei"

*Stomach growling*

Freaking nice lei!!
I so want to go eat buffet.

Got one chinese food buffe at Suntec...

Got one dunno where costs $160+ per pax..

But got foie gras!!!!

*Slurps*

I am so hungry now.
Haven eat dinner mah...

What shall I have for dinner???

Lots of events

2008-11-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

Been delaying my posts.....

Been very busy with work..

Hit my target in Oct! So happy.

Updates on Dar's Birthday coming soon!!!
Coming soon.....

Happy Birthday Apple

2008-10-21T23:22:00.010+08:00

Happy Birthday Apple!!!

Today is my dearest friend Apple's Birthday....

Went to Butter Factory after the chalet with Marilyn & Esther...which was a thank you chalet for the bros and sis's for the wedding.

Then I went to Butter Factory. I super rushed down man.

And I was lucky enough to get a lot along the side of the road! Woo Hoo!

And luckily I saw Karen outside Butter Fac..if not.......

Cuz Apple never reply my sms mah....

and I damn sua ku mah I only been there once.

Once inside.....it was like sauna lor...

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Super hot!!!

But the music was pretty good.

And my bf was making a complete fool of himself.

I am SO dumping him....... :D

Anywayz there wasn't any photos of ME in Apple's blog cuz she couldn't find her camera lah.....

So I walked back to my car to take......forgot to take from my car mah...

How can a camera whore forget about her camera???!!! Darn.

So...I shall just upload a couple of photos cuz the rest will be up in FB.....soon!!

Happy Birthday babe!!
May you stay pretty and happy always!! BFF!!!

Cash, Karen and me!

Muackssssss!!!

Karen, Judy and me...

Zeta, Apple and me..
They really like to use this pose...

Vic and me...he ji tao juz dun wan to take photo lor...

Keegan came down with Cheryl too!

Roy...Apple's frd....

The "I'm so going to dump" boyfriend and me

That's why I have to turn to alternatives....

Melvin...he damn funny lei..

Three again.....

P.S I dunno why the alignment is off lor.....

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Escapist

2008-10-14T04:30:00.006+08:00

Escapist

I'm like the ostrich that sticks her head into the soil....and thinks that nobody can see you.

But no matter how hard I try.....I still see eyes looking at me in the dark.

Got this picture with credits to bitter stickgirl...

Totally feels like this....

Trying so hard to hang on....

But........

I'm really losing my strength....and will...........

Marilyn's BIG DAY

2008-10-11T04:30:00.002+08:00

Marilyn's BIG DAY

It's so gonna happen in 2 more hours and I'm not asleep yet!!!

I'm gonna be the most shagged out bridesmaid.....hahahahahaha....

Will update real soon!!!

2008-10-07T05:08:00.003+08:00

Contented

Just feeling contented that I have great friends...great colleagues....and a loving boyfriend...

Just feeling contented that everyone is healthy...

Just feeling contented that we are really blessed....in one way or another...

Just....feeling contented.....for the time being.....

Anywayz....YES I have tons of photos to upload!!

Wahahahahhaha.....

I am such a procrastinator!!!

Well.......................

Time to work REALLY hard for the next 2 months!!

And.....

I have 4 days to diet for Marilyn's wedding....HAHAHA

So excited!!!!!

Angry

2008-09-30T04:28:00.003+08:00

Go Away

I just dun like it.
I dun care whoever it is, or whether I'm doing the same thing.
I just HATE it.
Maaybe cuz I had a bad experience before.

But you seem to have forgotten.

I seriously hate it.

Maybe we should seriously consider NOT going there together.

Because I know I can never feel good about it.
And I totally detest it.

I dunno why. But it's getting into me.
And I think it forever will.
Maybe it's just me.
But I DUN CARE.
It's me me me me me me me me me then.

Remember you do have a yellow card.
I dun.
Or just you didn't catch me with one.
So.
I WIN.
Fullstop.

And I dun wan to talk to you for the next few days.
GO AWAY.

Happy bday polly

2008-09-18T02:18:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Polly!

Just wishing Polly a very happy Sweet Sixteen!! Or Eighteen!!
Doesn't matter the number huh....as long as it's not hitting thirties...
Hmmm...who said about the "lao cb" thing again?? *roars*

Hope you enjoyed your birthday anywayz!
Hope you stay cute and pretty and healthy always!!

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Anyway...many things to update.

Today is a "for-har"=fucking pissed day for me....
one thing after another.

i just hate stoopid people.
And NO I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU SO DUN NEED TO GET SO SENSITIVE.

ANd so. dun step on my f**king short tail cuz I dun give face.

And I've been nice enough. Or so I think.
BLEAH.
And oh. I dun F**king care...
*sticks out my tongue*=just in case you dun koe what BLEAH means...

Well. Too many things has happened, and I recently thought about alot of things...
Haiz...
So sianz...as if I not stress enough.

I am so so tired....
It's so hard trying to be okay...
And everything will be fine...
It's soooooooo tiring...

Anyway, will pull myself together soon..

Or so I hope....

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Worried

2008-09-02T03:16:00.005+08:00

Worried

Just feeling very stressed and worried.

I wonder if I can do it.

Got a disappointing response from him today. Though I know what he meant but still...
Think only ding ding knows what I mean....but.....

I WILL DO IT.

And I can.

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Anyway, I just finished watching DVD with dar, Perfect Strangers.

Got the disc quite sometime ago but haven watched it, so decided to watch it today.

Really interesting show...

Fav quote:
"A secret will only be a secret if it's never found out"

So, my theory is, zi shi bao bu zhu huo de (paper cannot cover up fire).
If you dun wanna be found out...dun do it in the first place.

Anyways, some things can't and will not be forgotton. Ever.

I wonder if there are still many secrets hiding.........

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Back to my topic...

I am really really worried.

God......I hate this kind of feeling....

Note: I tio toto today!!!! Although it's just 3 1/2 numbers, which means I only tio $20 but I still very happy!!! Very long never tio bei beo liao mah!!!

Yeah. and I will update on Marvin's bday celebration soon...

Just a note

2008-08-27T02:34:00.003+08:00

Just a note for myself

I had an appointment which was good..but also not so good.....
Anyway I was feeling quite sucky.

So I called Freda...chatted for awhile.
And then I decided to call dar dar.

Me: " Dar...I very sad mah...just now my appt was ok lei, he wanted to buy...but he wants to terminate his current plan(which was not sold by me)"
Dar" uh huh...then..."
Me: "blah blah blah blah...so i very sad lor...."
Dar: "orh...."
Me: YOU PLAYING GAME HUH?"
Dar: :ya..."
Me: "AIYAH THEN U GO PLAY BAH."
Dar:" ok...bye bye"

NA BEI!!
I so angry mah...just wanted to chat with him...tell him how I feeling mah...
Upset mah...and he playing game....
^%&^%$^%#^

BUT.....

He sent me an sms like half an hour later...saying..
"Dun sad. Things will be better. Love you"

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....

Bei bei is so sweet sometimes mah.....
*blush*

yeah I know

2008-08-26T03:03:00.002+08:00

Yeah I know....

Haven been updating.

Dunno what to update...
Seems like there are alot of things to update...
But....also dunno what.

Oh well...

Will update soon...

I hope....
kakakakka....

Note: Am looking forward to see all the girls this Friday!!! Woo hoo!!!

Stress again

2008-08-12T18:46:00.005+08:00

Bleah.

It's a rainy tuesday...

And a boring one as well.

Have tons of photos to upload...as usual....

The F.I.R Concert we went on pre National Day...

Us....Thanks to Eric Too for the tickets!!

Polly is damn excited abt FIR

Ok my lappy is low on batt so will update again..
TATA!!

So Pissed off

2008-08-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

It's so frustrating when you quarrel over someone which is NOT even related to me!

I'm just being a F**king KPO.

Please. It's NOT even my son.
NOR MY NEPHEW.

I guess my concerns are just being wasted.
Why the fark I should be bothered.
But IT IS MY LAP TOP.

So what if I'm not using.
Yes I gave it to him to use.
But not play EVERYDAY rite??
If I take back. Machiam I wrong.
Now, it's so FULLY utilised I think I never even use so much before I bought my new one.

Arrrghh. Not my problem.
I shall SHUT my farking mouth up next time.

AND DUN RAISE YOUR VOICE. CUZ I CAN SHOUT LOUDER.

Monday Blues

2008-08-04T17:49:00.002+08:00

It's Monday AGAIN....

I dun really like Mondays....
Arrghh...

I'm stressed stressed stressed!!

Got alot of things to do....

Alot of things to update...

Alot of quotas to hit....

Alot of people to call....

haiz. I'm just so stressed!

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Some updates:
3-8-08 Sunday

Slept till like 5pm!!
Gosh. It's like the whole day wasted sleeping!!!
Anyway, we just prepare to go out to meet his colleagues for dinner at Coca cuz Kok Wee came back from his training liao.
Was damn full lah!! Buffet....it's so evil...

Anyway we all haven't watch Money Not Enough 2 so we just went ahead to watch it inpromtu...

And we were all late for the show cuz we wanted to get drinks and snacks and the cashier at the counter was damn slow la! Plus there was a long queue....NB

The show was nice...but I felt the quality at Shaw abit sucky la.
The seats were horrible. Gave me a headache.
And the screen like damn small lei....

Anyway, I still cried like nobody's business.
And I was trying damn hard to control myself cuz I was sobbing liao!!
And when I sob I very noisy de...

Nice show.....abeit the hokkien abiot cheem for me I have to read the subtitles...hahahha..

After that went home..
Nua, FB...watched my Anime show Blood Plus....koon.

2-8-08 Saturday

Woke up at 1plus.

Joined the guys at Ubi for lunch. Eat chicken rice again. haha.
Dar was getting sick of it. But I like lei.

After that got nowhere to go. Dar wanted to go suntec eat his Yami yogurt but it's damn hot plus it's gonna be damn crowded so I dun wan to go...
So we went home nua instead...

Last minute then we decide to go out again.
Met Ray & Polly, Winnie & Ad for dinner at Chinatown porridge at 10pm.
And we went KTV. Wanted to go to the cheapo neh-neh place but it's fully booked.
Na bei. Went Party World instead.
Haiz. Still no voice to sing lah.
So angry.
Finished around 3 plus and went home le.

1-8-08 Friday

Went to Far East alone again.
Still didn't figure anything out...
And I stained my jeans lah!!
^^%%$#%%^&^*&*$

Ran to Watsons to buy pad. And change. Lucky my jeans colour dark cannot see...
Na bei...

Went to meet Ding Ding and Ah Da at TPY.
There was FJC meet up that night. Dar went first. I wanted to go but we were happily chatting away that I decided not to go down.
After that went Great World meet the guys to watch The Mummy.
Ray & Polly, Winnie & Ad, Chang & Celine, Dar & me.
Berry wanted to accompany her mummy to watch The Mummy so she didn't come. Haha. So funny mah.

After the show went home liao...
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I always wonder...

Why cockroaches are called "Xiao Qiang"...

And I have been wondering....until I asked Dar that night why are they called xiao qiang.
Then I realized that there was a story behind it!
Hah!!
You know???

I'll reveal in the next post.....muahahahahhaha.....

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Back From BKK

2008-07-30T00:53:00.003+08:00

Back from Bangkok!

Super tired out....
I think I'm really getting old....the walking is killing me...
I'll get leg pain...and my back pain is getting very bad....

Anyway, the shopping was good. Just that the clothes there are really small sized.
And... *coughs* I can't fit into alot of the clothes there mah.
I got a jeans which erm...I can't fit into after I tried it on in the hotel.
Well...

Ning Ke Sha Cuo Bu Ke Fang Guo (Rather kill wrongly than let it live)
Hahahahah...

I felt I didn't buy alot of things lei.
I only bought like....

1 jeans (which I can't fit into)
2 gaigai shorts
2 home wear shorts
10 tops
2 pairs of sandles
2 pairs of shoes
4 boxers
2 bras
6 necklaces

I think...that's about it lei....can't remember anything else...
And some gifts for my friends...
Alot meh?????

I wonder how the both of us spent so much...
-__-""

Well, will upload the photos soon.
Haha. I'm always slow mah.
It's fun travelling with them too...hahahha
Btw, I went with dar, ray & polly, marvin & berry.

Can you imagine the 6 of us just squeezed into a cab a couple of times...
Haha.
The seafood was great as usual!!
I love prawns...and prawns....and prawns...
and the tung-hoon!

And....the stoopid ah gua show was fucking boring can!
Waste money!
Plus WASTING even more $$$ taking photos with the AG!
Orh bi good....even though is AG but still will get angry one okie!!
HMPH.
Anyway pui pui pui....

I didn't take alot of photos cuz...I'm feeling fat...and ugly. Haha
But Berry and Polly took alot of photos!
Will snatch from their FB or what soon....

Ok..will update with photos soon...
Having rashes on my legs...dunno why...
roars....
Arrghhhh...it's boring getting back to reality...

Pui pui pui....

Hello!!

2008-07-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

Elllllloooooo.....

Hee. Sorry haven been updating cuz Dar came back last week
on the 14th...

Well time passes so damn fast ain't it.
One turn and whoosh....
49 days...

I have tons and tons of things to update...
and tons of photos to upload!!!
Ok some updates....
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21/7/08 Monday

Today I had training for the whole bloody day...
And guess what.
I decided to wake up early so I could buy Mac breakfast and eat in the car
while driving. And then I was so motivated by my breakfast that I rushed thru
my routine and get out of the house early, cuz still got jam mah.
And...unlock my car...
and turn my key in the ignition....
and....eckkkk..eckkkk....puffs...

MY DAMN CAR CANNOT START.

F**k off can.
I know my battery dam boh siao siao ( abit crazy) liao.
So I intended to change. But my mechanic got no stock mah.
So I waited lah..
And.....na bei....

I tried to wait at the car park for someone to help me start my car.
Cuz I have the cable.
But.....bo lang jui si bo lang (no people is the no people)....
I mean, it was 9 plus liao so I guess most left for work already lah.

And then....I decided to go buy my mac breakfast first.
After that, I stood at the carpark for awhile see wu lang(got pple) come or not
but to no avail...
So......................I decided to wait like 2 min more since it will be over the
peak hour charge if I take a cab mah...
Yes.... I am a cheapo neh neh!!
And, I decided that there will not be any cars leaving and I checked my watch.
9.30am

Ok! I shall take cab lah. By the time I walked out to the main road should be 9.30+
If not will be damn late for training.
So I walk out to the main road, and saw a cab coming.
*Flags cab*

Open the door, sit inside, look at his clock, and it says
9.29am

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Sweat to the max.....
Eh, it's not me that is cheapo neh neh lor!
It's the cab drivers!!!
Solli mah. Too long never take cab liao!! Luckily it was only $1...hahaha..
But nowadays cab is damn gui lah!!!!
Yishun to Bukit Merah is like $20!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faints*

Training is damn boring lah!
Hitched a ride back to TPY, and poor dar came pick me from there
cuz no one seems to be going north...
He is damn tired lor. Yday slept for 2 hours plus only.
We came home, ate dinner, and he concust liao.
As I'm typing this he's still snoring away mah...wahaha...

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20/7/08 Sunday

Slept till pretty late. Super hungry...
Went Parkway for dinner. Steak at Jack's Place.
Met Eric and boon there.
After that twang for a long time and then watched Dark Knight at Downtown East.
That show is quite nice I must say...
and this Batman is sibei yan dao (f**king handsome) can!

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19/7/08 Saturday

I is the super tired!
Major hangover!
Old le...really can't club mah.....
Both of us slept till 5....
And as usual, I'm super hungry.
So we decided to haf steamboat for dinner!!
Only Eric joined us cuz Marv working and Ray got a frd's birthday...
After dinner me and dar went to watch Hellboy.
Stoopid Eric go Lunar again.
I think they are crazy de. Club everyday??!!! Shen Jing Bing.....

Haha. It's been awhile that only the two of us watched a movie together.
Kinda enjoyed that. :)

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18/7/08 Friday

Today had my facial appointment.
Old liao need maintainence! I must say I really need that massage...
Wanted to shop but seems like Taka and Wisma nothing much to shop lei!
So angry...and also depressing....
Anywayz, I went home after that.

It's Keegan's birthday today so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Also my colleague's birthday..
So went Lunar to celebrate....
Ok lah. Not that fun that day. Dunno why.
I was quite ok until my colleagues ordered beer...
Being a beer lover...I happily ta with my friends....and the fact that I had been
drinking Martell for the past 3 hours were forgotten...
Which ended me puking....again.....
And apparantly I stole Eric's porridge to eat during supper.
Wahahaha...and I scolded him when he wanted to take a mouthful of his porridge.
That was so hilarious mah....

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Ok. As usual, I dun have the mood to upload photos mah.
Haha. Maybe later..bleah...

My My My

2008-07-03T18:30:00.002+08:00

Wow...times really passes by doesn't it...

It's been 5 weeks plus since dar left le.
He's coming back in another week or so!
That's like 10 days counting down!! Woo Hoo!!

Haaa..I haven been doing anything constructive without him around..

Just catch up with friends..

Twang...

Play MJ..

Work...

Watched Euro 2008

Catching Desperate Housewives (I'm still at Season 2 nia)

And basically....

Nothing much!

Hahaha...I got no friends mah!!

Well, have more photos to be uploaded..from Daniel & Catherine's wedding..
But I have yet to edit...so..

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I am so stressed out can.
Arrgh..

And I haven shit in a few days.
And I'm having a terrible stomachace.
But...
Nothing...

I have to drink some fibre drink to make me shit!
Gross..

Hah. I know it's been oversaid.
But...

I am on diet now!!
One more week before he comes back...
And I dun wan to be a fat auntie!!

Kakakaka...

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Sometimes I worry too much.
Many people said I worry too much.
I think and think...and think...

Dunno for what also lah.
But...
ok.
You probably dunno what I'm saying..

Anyway..this is a totally irrelevant post!!

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Ok..will upload some photos soon!
Short hair is so difficult to maintain can.
I need to go for a haircut soon...

19 more days! Woo Hoo!!

2008-06-25T00:46:00.005+08:00

Today is a boring Tuesday.

I have to buy a pink dress for my friend's wedding tomorrow.

PINK.

DRESS.

You'll never see these two in my wardrobe...
let alone the combi of PINK DRESS!

So....Pink theme again...piang ooi...why pink mah??

The only pink I have is hot pink!!

Well, so today I went on the mission in search of
the pink dress.

I went to Far East Plaza....and i walked and walked...

and walked...and I dun see a freaking pink dress thats'
like...pastel pink can.

I was so tempted to go shopping!!

But...I had to find that pink dress mah..
so I walked around again..and I saw a shop with quite
an array of pastel pink dresses!!!!!

So I just tried like...4 of them..and I just decided on one.

No time liao mah.

After that I went to meet Apple and her
friends for a cuppa coffee at Bugis.

Then I went for steamboat dinner with
ding ding and friends..super full can!

And then...came home le.

Haha.

I'm supposed to sleep early cuz I have to wake up
early.

Have to reach her place at 630am mah.

Anyway, I do have a ton of photos to upload!

Last Saturday we celebrated Esther's belated birthday at Party World.

I totally lost my voice..can't even sing at all..arrgh.

Maybe I should go see a specialist. Haha.

Anyway, some photos!

Esther's Birthday cake from Swensons!

Cutting her cake

Sweetie Megan

Us Girls

Me and Esther

Esther and her love

Anyway, I'm gg to bed soon...arrgh I really dun think I'm gonna wake up in time tomorrow!!

It's JUNE already?

2008-06-13T04:25:00.002+08:00

My my my...

Time really flies doesn't it...

It's already half a year gone...

Sigh....

And I actually did nothing much this year man....

HAIZ......

boring day!

Germany sucks...
So does Austria!!

PUI....

No mood......bleah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emptiness

2008-06-11T05:07:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt emptiness in your life?

Like...there's nothing to look forward to...nothing to aim for...nothing to make you happy...
just nothing....empty...

Sigh.

Man I'm in depression...hah.

I dunno am I the only one at my age that has nothing to aim for...
But all I'm feeling is emptiness...
It's tiring...
Life is pointless when there arn't any goals to aim for...
It's kinda worse without him around...
But that doesn't solve my problem....

Anyway...I'm missing him tons....
33 more days to go!
That's the only thing I'm looking forward to... for now...

HTML!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-05T04:36:00.003+08:00

Arrrgh.

Just trying to figure out how to change a new skin which
is just..like...normal!
Arrgghhh but having alot of problems with it.

Haiz. Anyway I will try to sort it out soon.

By the way...I cut my hair short!

So...will update with photos soon!

Missing him...

Depressed

2008-06-04T02:47:00.009+08:00

I am so depressed........

Haaizzz....

Why Why Why....

arrrrrggghhhh!!!

ROARS...

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On a lighter note...

Some random photos..
At Power House on the 23rd May Fri

Nigel was the funniest that night...haha..he was happily dancing away that night...
So was Winnie....

Anyway...got nothing much to say..
I MISS DAR DAR VERY MUCH....
:(

Day 2 without him

2008-05-29T04:43:00.002+08:00

Day 2 without dardar

Well....it's just the second day...47 more days to go!

Today wasn't very productive..and I'm still feeling sucky about everything.
Oh well. Damnnnnnnnn...

Wanted to upload the photos when we were at Power house..but I'm just too lazy!!

Haha. Hey Adrw...I also want the photos you took at Power House....send send send!!

Okie...tomorrow is gonna be a busy busy day...
Gonna concust soon...nite everyone...

Day 1 without dardar

2008-05-27T20:43:00.005+08:00

Day 1 without Dar Dar

Yesterday Dar left for Qatar le. I sent him off at the airport along with Eric and Ah boon.

Although it's only 2 months, but it seems like a long time to me.

Some of you will think it's "sticky", but I haven been without him for so long before.

Think the max was 5days to a week?

Anyway, will be missing him muchie!!

Us at the airport

Dar Dar bought me a new wallet!! So sweet of him...Love ya tons!
He say I can hug my wallet and sleep while he's not around..hahah

Got to run le....

Update soon...

Missing him...

6 more hours to go

2008-05-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

6 more hours to go...

And I won't be able to see him for 6 weeks.

I know. Some will say it's not a very long time. But, it's the first time I won't see him for such a long time. So far, the longest I've been away from him is probably a week at most?

Haiz. I am so gonna miss him much.

Later will be sending him off at the airport...So scared I will cry non-stop...haha.

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Still coughing away. Hope will recover soon.
Yes alot of photos and posts not updated!

Will do soon ya...

Man U won!

2008-05-22T05:39:00.002+08:00

MANU U WON!! MAN U WON!! MAN U WON!!

MAN U WON THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

So exciting can!!

Penatly shoot out...I've been wiating for that for a long time...

When Ronaldo missed that shot I thought Man U is dead for sure...
But Terry missed one too...and....
The man of the match would be Van De Sar for me!

He saved the last shot and woo hoo!!!!!!

Glory glory Man United!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha. Dar will be staying at Eric's place then he will go to work in an hour's time...
Me have to go home alone le....
Good Morning everyone!!!!!!

Tata!

Sickish

2008-05-22T03:37:00.003+08:00

OMG

I just realized I haven updated my blog for... a month!!

Haha...me is so lazy mah.

Anyway, guess wat. I'm at Eric Spoonz place now watching soccer with dar dar.

Super far can...Pasir Ris... -__-"

Anyway I have alooooooot of photos to update.
I know I know!!!

Dar dar leaving soon le... I is so sad.
Well, will have time to update soon....

I'm actually feeling abit sickish now....
Like...very heaty kinda feeling. My nose and throat is not feeling well.
I ate two panadols jut now. But I guess it didn't really help.
Still feeling giddy and having a slight headache.

Well....last Friday had some fun with my darlings!!
In the end I dragged Esther, Marilyn and Kelly down to Lunar. Even Karen went along too.
Hah. Surprisingly I was not drunk!!
Ta daa....and as usual Mar high high again. And we had a huge episode with the stoopid waitress there. Anywayz...will post the photos up soon.

Will probably be going Lunar this coming Friday again...before Dar goes abroad...
Hopefully it will be fun!

Okie...second half of the Champions League starting soon...
Man U vs Chelsea
I hope Man U wins!!!
Glory Glory Man United....Glory Glory Man United....

Tired

2008-04-22T00:46:00.002+08:00

Whole day training today.

So freaking tired.

Ok. I just uploaded the photos in FaceBook...so....lim bu is very the tired to post now.

So..will post again.

Tomorrow got test somemore. Na bei.

Ai kun liao.

Wan An...

But one photo in case you miss me...

Happy Birthday to ME!

2008-04-18T00:49:00.010+08:00

Happy Birthday to me...

Happy Birthday to me...

Happy Birthday to meee......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I OFFICIALLY TURN 29 TODAY!!!!!!!!!!

MY GOD....

Shocking...I still haven digest mah. Still, it's just another day.

Today Dar working so I went back office mah.

Met Freda for coffee and we were discussing about our life and work. Hah.

So depressing.

Her birthday was on the 6th so we are both Aries.
We are similar yet different.
But nevertheless, one of my best friends!

My birthday was celebrated at East Coast. Wah lau. It's really tiring and shag to organise a chalet mah. Everything must buy, prepare, eat, then clean up.

Luckily and special thanks to Raymond and Polly and Spoonz Eric who helped me out. If not I think jia liak le.

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Today met dear Polly, Raymond, Elyn and Berry for dinner at Sushi Tei. The food sucks mah....

But thanks for having dinner with me!

And we adjorned to Villa Bali to chill out. Dear Berry and Elyn bought a small Strawberry shortcake for me. Haha, so wu sim mah. Thanks dearies!

Well, the chalet photos in my lappy, now using dar's lappy to blog. So those photos have to wait!

@ Villa Bali

The Gals

Polly and Berry

Elyn and me

Dar, Ray and Chang

Eric and Jason5512

My cute little strawberry shortcake!

Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!!!!!!

My precious Dar dar

The pressies that the peeps gave.

Thanks!!!!

My pressie from Dar Dar...Thanks too! Muacks!

Hee. Anyway, 29 le. It's gross to think of it. Haha. Many has messaged me that I'm joining their club mah (the 30's club) BUT....I'll never catch up with you....kakakakaka....

Really thanks to my dearest friends...

The peeps:

Raymond & Polly (for helping me buy & prepare the food)

Marvin & Berry (for cleaning the floor :) )

Tortoise & Jamie (for the extra liquor)

James & Fishball (for helping me eat!! And running over polly's foot ~~purposely~~ unintentionally)

Kenneth & Esther ( Ken helped me eat alot...second round...hahaha)

Andrew (looking cute with the nerdy glasses-ps I'm writing this cuz I know u will read...wahahhahah)

Eric Spoonz (for getting the otah n satay..and sorry for the summon)

Marilyn & Kelly (for the belachan chilli...love ya all! Esther too!)

Elyn (for the Chivas and making a scene when she half drunk )

Eric & Seline (for helping me clean up)

Chang & Celine (for the bee hoon!! Really nice!)

Jason5512 (for the cake)

Wapiang (for the shocking "exposure" in the bathroom)

Flow-er & Chub-bee (for bbq-ing the chix wings. Chubee got skill one mah!)

Keegan & Cheryl (for helping me eat!)

Thanks to all for coming!!

And of cuz my dearest darling who helped me with the food......and just being there for me...with me....

Thank you all my friends....and those who sent me sms wishes...thank you all!!

P.S I got friend one lor... :P

My Birthday is coming!

2008-04-08T03:07:00.003+08:00

My birthday is comingggggggggg.....!! Woo Hoo!!!

Hee. Dunno to be happy or sad.

I love birthdays.....But it's abit scary when it's the LAST number TWO I'll see in my entire life ever again.

Duh. Suddenly it crossed my mind that...

Among Esther, Marilyn and Kelly.....I am the youngest...WAHAHAHHAAH....

But. Kelly always seem to be the youngest one. Kaka...
Sorry babes...no pun intended! But...Apple still younger mah...Hee.

Anyway, I'll be celebrating my B-day at East Coast next Saturday, Hopefully it'll be fun!
And hope I wun get drunk or anything man. The bunch of peeps is siao langs one.
Though everytime the drunk ones are not the birthday boy/girl....it's always someone else. Haha.

I just finished my exam on sat. I took my AFP...sibei difficult can! I think I'm gonna fail it lor.
Nothing much on the weekends though.

Watched Three Kingdoms on Sat.

Blur Tortoise booked the wrong day for our tickets and we ended having to watch at the first row! But thankfully...we si bei heng. Managed to find seats behind and no one actually came to take the seats! Hah. Are we lucky or wat. The show was not too bad. Though I know shit about Three Kingdoms-San Guo Yan Yi.

I dun really know the what nots one....Haha. Sometimes I really feel I quite ben dan(dumb) one. Hee. Anyway, the show is watchable la. But not at the first row. think you will puke.

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Anyway, yesterday 6th Apr is my dearest Freda's birthday!!
Happy Birthday babe!
May you stay pretty and lovely always and may everything be smooth going for you!
Love ya tons! Muacks!

Note: Dun think she reads my blog lor...wahahahaha....

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My dearest friends asked me what I wan for my birthday mah.....

Tortoise asked...what I need...

Hmmm....I reckon now everything is a want!

Haha. I got my camera and lappy le. So now left all my wants....but....they are not cheap mah....
Haha...so I haven reply..Hee...

Actually, I keep wondering what dar dar will get for me...

He is that sort that just ask me what I want then bring me to buy de... :(

Think men all liddat one ah? Men prefer you to get something that is needed and makes sense one mah. So they rather tell you what they want so you won't go get something that is totally unneccessary but you actually thought it was sweet. -_-"

Haha. Well, I dun think this year is gonna be any different...but still...

I'm still that sweet, young little girl that loves surprises!!

Gotta go pay for my chalet tomorrow le...and plan my food!!
Wah lau...quite tao tia mah...

But I hope all my friends enjoy themselves! It's more of like....most of us haven been to a chalet for a pretty long time le....So excited!!!!

Okie. Gonna sleep soon so will update again!

Tata and love all who loves me for who I am.....Muacks...

Boot Camp

2008-03-28T00:58:00.007+08:00

Just Finished my boot camp yesterday...

SUPER SHAG can....

Interesting....But I would say it's kinda similar to the course I attended before.

The only problem is. You dun really get to sleep man.

Cuz it's like a whole day event and we ended on 5am the first night.

By the time I bathed and sleep. It's almost 6. And I woke up at 9am.

I was surprised I could wake up. Haha.

And then, the whole thingy finished at 11pm! Wah....I tot it would finish at 9pm mah.

Well, we adjorned for seafood dinner after that. Yes. DINNER. At 12am.

Food was ok. But we eat like we never had food for a super long time lor! Think we finished a 10 couse dinner in like...half an hour?

My goodness, I was literally catching my breath cuz I was eating too fast.

And I normally eat damn slow one lor. Even my friends cannot stand it. Hahaha.

By the time i was home, it was already 1am mah. Concust at 2 I think.

I took probably 3 sec to fall asleep. hah.

Well, I guess its a good idea to go for this kind of courses once in awhile. To motivate yourself, or to loosen a baggage you know or might not even know, to refresh your memory on certain philosopies, or anything.

The point is. If you could learn one thing from the couse, it's good enough already.

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Well, just to update some photos which I took awhile ago.

Good Friday Celebration at Lunar

Tortoise and Jamie

Elyn n me (and Jamie at the background trying to squeeze in)

Jason5512, Dar and ah Boon
Note: Ah Boon siao lang lai eh lor.....drink like water.Haha

Us Again....

I really dun understand why guys like to hump guys when they're high... -_-"
Dar and Jamie
Tortoise not happy liao...see his face at the background? Hahahahaha

Tortoise "jie jiu siao chou"
Background: Dar and Elyn laughing away!

*ROARS*
I is a very easily jealous woman!! Wahahaha....

Dar's colleague and me

Asked him to take photo with me hor he gimme the urrrrrrggghhhh face

Ok....his fake smile can barely make it....

But....

I still love dar dar deep deep!

I am so going to work damn hard becus I want to have my own place in two yrs time.

And I had a damn weird dream yesterday....hahahaha.....

Command & Conquer

2008-03-25T01:21:00.002+08:00

Told ya I was addicted to Command & Conquer huh.

I'm kinda getting bored with it.

Today was a buussssssssy day!

My goodness. Rush here rush there. Did something silly and have to redo and run all over the place again. Na bei.

Waste petrol can!!

And Dar was on leave today. So he went Sim Lim Square with spoonz. And he bought the new C&C!! Original mah....Siao ding dong lor that guy...

And he's playing it now............................

ON MY LAPPY.

-_-"""

Anyway, me going to attend a boot camp tomorrow! With Apple actually...Hahahahaha....

Hopefully it's beneficial for me. I mean, it's good to invest in yourself once in awhile ya know. The last time I spent like $1k mah... -_-""

Anywayz...have to repoart there at 8am!!!

Meeting Apple at 7am for breakfast.......Hope I can wake up....

I'm having a terrible stomachae...arrrrggghhhh.....for a few days liao. Damn. Gonna sleep soon.

Shit.

Photos Resize

2008-03-24T03:30:00.003+08:00

My new lappy cannot download all the "chiong" softwares mah!

Adobe Photoshop need to pay one lei.

So...I surfed around for a free software that will allow me to resize my photos, and I found one that allows me to resize all at one shot!

Call me sua ku or wat lor...but I is very happy now!

No need so ma fan liao, can upload many photos le...Hee hee.

But. I very lazy to do it now lah. So just now testing nia....

And I wanna show you my dream car......

Damn "zhan" lor!!!

Somemore it's white!!!

My favorite colour!!!

Okie....I need to sleep liao. Tomorrow is gonna be a busy busy day le...

Night people!!

P.S I was abit upset. But thanks for understanding...I love you deep deep dar dar! Muacks!

Good Friday

2008-03-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

How was your Good Friday??

Me?

Having a major hangover. Haha.

Went Lunar with some of the peeps. I would say I like the music there. Very like Devils Bar mah. The crowd?? Erm.....

I super miss Devils Bar can!!

Anywayz, I got my new lappy liao!
Hee hee. So happy can. I'm actually outside Katong using my lappy to surf and update all the nonsense stuff. Kaoz. I really is a computer idiot.
Hopefully, this lappy won't be spoilt by me..again. Hahaha.

Trying to download the apps to organise my photos...but low batt le..hopefully can "dong" till I finish this post.

****the download berry berry slow mah***********

Still....feeling...bleah

2008-03-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

Still feeling bleah...

Came home abt 9plus cuz no mood for anything else....duh!!!!

Gross gross gross....how siah...

Anywayz....Stun from Kelly's blog.

April babies

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

Hah. I like the last part....

My birthday is coming soon!!!!!!

Old le old le!!!

P.S Last Friday was my company D&D..will post the photos soon!

I can't

2008-03-17T03:06:00.003+08:00

I can't.

I just can't.

No matter if it's 1 month, 1 year or 10 years.

I can't. And I won't.

Dun tell me I should.

I sometimes wish I could.

I'm tired. I'm very tired of trying.

It's more difficult for me than you think.

It's so difficult when you are facing this alone.

And I have to pretend that sometimes everything is just okay.

Like the show I watched yesterday.

FIRST RULE.

Morale of the story: Dun assume things like they are based on the surface.

Very very tired.
So. Just stop.

Kena SUMMON

2008-03-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

Fuck.

I forgot to mention.

Lim BU yesterday dio SUMMON can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

knnnccbdh%$$%^%##%&&**

$200 summon. Pui chao nua.

Fuck the G okie.

KNN. Then all the cleaners got nothing to do wat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDIOTS.

Super spoil my mood yesterday.

Then. I decided to get a lap top at the IT Fair.
Super crowded.

Got myself a DELL lappy. Cuz my lappy ki qia liao. How to work without one you tell me.
But me got a cheap cheap one. Bo lui mah.

But still. FUCK. $200 can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Na bei.

But I haven got my lappy. Out of stock so they will deliver.
Happy. Cuz I dun have to lup the lap top home crashing into all the idiots there.
Unhappy. Cuz I paid le and I dun get to play with my lappy!!
NB. Oh...it's WHITE!!!
So nice.....But interestingly. I anti DELL one lor. They CSO is like fuck one.
Haiz...But compared to Acer their specs better mah....and Acer dun have white. Haha.

Well. I is in a bad mood recently.
Lost.
Depressed.
How......

2008-03-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

My God.

I have no idea how to get rid of the music can.

I like the skin but the music is damn irritating.

Does anyone know how to stop it?

And hor why my tag board cannot see the space where you put your name and comments one...

Wah lau.

Irritating to the max.

New Blogskin

2008-02-28T19:32:00.001+08:00

Just changed my blogskin.

Still WIP-Work In progress

So bear with it..

:)

Happy post NY

2008-02-24T18:48:00.002+08:00

Wahahahha....
CNY is over...but nevertheless...Happy Happy New Year!

How was yours?
Hah. Mine was okie...spent it alot with my dearest dar dar and my friends...
But...Lose $$ mah....wahahaha...what's new....

Anyway, yesterday was Jason5512's Birthday.
So we celebrated it at Power House.
Pretty fun. Pixs are with Andrew and Jamie...so have to wait b4 I can post it.

Have tons and tons of photos to upload mah.......
But.

I'm actually playing Command n Conquer now. Waiting...so got time to blog.
HAHAHAH.

I am so addicted to C&C now mah. So funny.

Okie got to go play again.
tata!

I know!!

2008-02-01T04:10:00.000+08:00

I know I know!!

I haven updated!

okie.....bz bz bz mah.....

haha. Dunno wat I bz with also. Just didn't update mah.

Been feeling abit quirky nowadays. Dunno why.

Sigh. Alot of stuffs on my mind...until I got lost in thinking what I was thinking... -_-""

Hah. went shopping for CNY clothes...

I am SOOOO FAT now can??!!!

OMG. I totally can't wear alot of clothes. PUI.

How to lose weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arrrgh.

Alot of things to update...I know I know....

Soon soon....

Tomorrow meet up again lu.....time is f*%king fast lor.

Got to sleep.
Got to pack.
Got to buy clothes.
Bedsheets.
Curtains.
Bras.
Shit.

I hope I'm a friend to those who are my friends in times of need

2008-01-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

As I said before, 2007 was a roller coaster year.

And thru it I found people who are really there for me when I need them.

If I just need a listening ear to repeat a thousand times of what I've said before, they were still there to listen to me.

If I feel like drowning my sorrows, they'll accompany me to drink.

If I wanna cry, they'll lend me their shoulders.

Everyone has their own lives to lead. And not all can be there 24/7 for you.
And I'm one who likes people around me when I'm happy or sad. I don't like to be lonely.
And if you realized, as we get older, our friends become lesser. But these are the truer friends who are left and I cherish all of them.

I realized that no one can always be there for you. Because, everyone is busy with their own lives. And I guess you just have to handle it and sort it out by yourself.
I'm easily depressed. And I get mood swings pretty often. I guess I'm a worrier. Even my "Suan Ming Shi"-fortune teller- says I think alot...too much.... about negligible stuff or watever.. And she asked me not to think or worry too much...if not I will get "You Yu Zheng"-Depression.

So....it boils down to yourself. Or rather, myself.
I am responsible for my own life. My own happiness.
And it takes sacrifices isn't it.....

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I want to thank alot of people leh. I realized alot of people care about me. Haha. Shameless but I dun care. My blog wat I write whatever I want.

*Distracted by other stuff .......*

Okie. I'm gonna update again. Dar went to Brisbane yesterday le.....
Lonely.....I am so lonely....
I am nobody.....on my own.....ooooohhhhhhh........

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Okie. My point is...

Thanks to whoever was there for me when I was down.

And I just want to say....
whoever of my friends who are feeling...not too good....

I will always be here. I may not always give good advices, but I just hope my presence and listening ears will help soothe the pain...or the tears...no matter how little impact I make.
And I'll pray everything will just gonna be all rite.....

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